A lot of things had happened to me since I last posted. Well, yes, it had been more than a year, and that is quite a long time. It is odd that I had suddenly decided to abandon blog writing. Well, I knew that I was not going to abandon it altogether... so, here I am again. A lot of things that I have learned about myself. One important thing that I have learned is not to take myself for granted! Usually we say that or hope that for someone else, but we have got to learn to love ourself first. Someone had told me this before, to love myself. I did not understand what she said and what it means. Love oneself? Is it self-love? Apparently, it has to do with respecting oneself and like I said, not to take oneself for granted. Physical evidence of not loving oneself includes not eating properly, not exercising and taking care of one's body, and or abusing oneself. That sort of thing. So, I did an overhaul. I think it was late 2001, when I decided to spend my half month bonus on a full medical examination, complete with a physician, a rehab specialist and dietician. I have not looked back since. Although I could do with a second reconditioning of my physique and a second love affair with myself, I am in much better shape than before. Last month is probably one of the most important months of my life... February 2005, etched and engraved in my mind, as the month to start many months! Perhaps I will write about what happened later on. We shall see...